L i fe is not always a bed of roses, as is rightly said by some. But it's not always bad either! For me it's been great a while back, well actually a year back it was amazing! right now it's not so good. You really cant take the complete blame of what has happened to you, obviously you can't escape the fact that you did play a part in it. In fact, mostly its just us who can effect the whole damn future and even our today. So, I did make blunders, mistakes but who doesn't? we all do! What I wasn't prepare of was the way our environment and the people around us affect our lives. Believe me no awareness of it can prepare you for that impact. It whoosh the air out of me. And for the past 8 months here I am jobless with my life in turmoil, coping with the circumstances. But still, life is not so bad. I have been seeing people in my life cry, get hurt, their lives turned upside down which I might add includes me also, yet i know its not the end of World. Time will ch